Rock and Roll


Should never come with Terms and Conditions.

I don’t accept.


that god damn sore in the back of my mouth that i keep on biting, but let me tell you how much its already healed.

slowly but surely getting over my mild self-diagnosed OCD 

I’ll tell you a secret. The truth is, the Gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.
Achilles (Homer The Iliad)

ramblings of an insomniac

I recently am starting to realize that there is so much more to life than the surface meanings of everything and anything we come across throughout this tiny share of time we have been allowed. It’s really interesting to me to see how many people take it for granted. Sometimes I know I do take it for granted as well, but I think thats a part of it all. You have to take it for granted to the point where when you finally realize that you are, you become so much more grateful for everything that you have been able to experience and you open up to what you have left to experience. In the end nothing really matters except for that overall happiness and what you want or need to do to get that feeling of extreme fulfillment, this is something only you can feel. We can try to share this with our loved ones, but they need to figure it all out for themselves anyways. From this point forward in my life, Ive been trying just live this life I’ve been given to the fullest, even though at times its hard to balance everything that is going on. In knowing that everything happens for a reason, its easier to see things for what they are and use all things as a lesson. 

Hmm, these are just some things I have been thinking about a lot lately. Thought that I might as well share. 

Also, I have the best friends a person could ask for, including my family since I consider them all to be my best friends. Honestly, I’m so happy to have every single person that has been or is still a huge part of my life. 

I’m a lucky little girl. 

Static noise.

It’s been way too long since I’ve played on this. 

I don’t think I’m very good at this thing haha oh well. 

So, life’s been a little too theme-park-esque for me. Too many crazy things keep happening. Some good. A lot bad. eh, I’m just stuck in that rut. Something good is bound to happen though. It needs to at least. I hate school, seriously. Just not for me. Someone needs to find me a cool job asap, one that doesn’t require me to attend college anymore. Finals blow. Big. Like I can’t even open up a book to study. There’s sooooo many other things I could be doing with my day. Finally got myself a longboard. :). I’m obsessed with her. Now all I ever want to do is go longboarding. This weather is getting annoying too. It was beautiful out for so long, and now it feels like fall. grr. I’m interested to see how my summer pans out. Hopefully it won’t be as boring as I’m anticipating. Who knows though. Once I have a week of pure sunshine and no work to do, I’ll be set. 


———strange how even the word seems to relieve some of the tension thats built up this past semester. 

Jenn- I’m getting SO excited for Jenn to come home :). She’s my best friend in the entire universe and she’s been in Italy this whole semester. Which it shouldn’t be that weird since we don’t go to the same college but we literally text 24-7 (kinda like middle school girls). It’s going to be great to see her. I’m going to the airport with my aunt to pick her up. Yeah, she’s my cousin. 

Wow, I’m so ADD.

Kiss Kiss!

Don’t worry about the world coming to an end today. It’s already tomorrow in Australia…
Charles Schultz

Pink Retainer.

It’s been a while since I’ve had anything to do with this business. Not a lot has been going on in my life, which actually means a lot I’m just to lazy to update this world about it. I’m happy. tah-dah. 

So, I think it’s really cool to see the relationships you have with some people can simply just last. It can be years since you’ve seen them or had any sort of interaction with them at all, but it will feel like you saw them earlier that morning. It’s just nice to see that somethings really do stay some what the same, sort of like there’s always that something there, that will always be there. Today’s been a great day. Rereading what I just wrote makes me realize that it might not make sense. But it makes sense to me so whatevs. 

Happy Easter, Happy Passover, or if you’re a part of my family, Happy East-Over :)

Oh, I heard some kid telling a funny story about his friend that was giving like a 5 minute toast at a bar, but the toast was really funny and I enjoyed it so I’m going to share. It was something along the lines of:

"There are many types of ships, there are battle ships, pirate ships, and friendships. And the best of those ships to have, is a friendship. That my friends is what we have. A friendship. And it’s a great thing. Cheers."

- I kinda threw my own little twist on that, but you get the gist. 

Ciao for now.

Broken Bells.

So, today I heard some of the leaked songs off Broken Bells. Which is a collaboration of Danger Mouse and the lead singer of The Shins (One of my favorite bands), James Mercer. So far, I really like what I’ve heard. I can’t wait for the CD to actually be released on March 9. Yay (the squeal of a middle school girl).

In other news… I have none. Thanks for stopping by though. Hope it wasn’t a complete waste of your time. More to come.

We’re so busy watching out for what’s just ahead of us, that we don’t take time to enjoy where we are.
Calvin & Hobbes